i think the best part about crying is letting it out
but only if you let it all out
like i sometimes hold it in
i use words people don't know or understand
and i find a way to trample the entire woods before burning the bush
i don't say names
i want to say names but i am a virgo
i censor and consider myself loyal
so i say DLM which could be 1 of three or all three indeed
and then i say cm, who knows who he is but will never come to see me here
and i am always alone and though i have gotten comfortable with this reality, even when i am laying beside a lover, one time i did cry in public and his name was jamar
and he let me wet him and he even held me
and years later i still don't know if we're actually friends or not

i find it best to deal in what we know
and what i know is
to cry is to be open
and feeling
and willing to be alla that

yea
i think tears are pretty cool