after all this time
of battling and keeping my mouth and legs closed
i let a man i haven't even known
don't even know his last name
into my house
on top of me
he laid me out
made me feel good

i can't tell if he's pushing me back to where i came from
all this hard work falling down the drain
i don't know of he's around for more than a kiss on the neck
'twas his smile that brought me here and leaves me confused

he ripped me open
and now here i am
with no clue of where to go
or which way to turn