How I feel (for j.m.m.)

How I feel about you is variable
How I feel about calling and getting no answer, leaving a message and getting no call back is definite
Definite and inconsequential
Because how I feel about you does not yet matter
Because how I feel is not your concern
Nor is it high on my list thereof

How I feel is a conglomeration of ups and downs, warms and cools that keeps me alive
Whether I always like the way it feels

No matter, for it is simply how I feel