for now
for now
everything i say to you gets filtered
and then distributed
because i hear guys like it short
and sweet

i would say more
but don't want to chance your not liking what i have to say

some may call this wrong--maybe it is
but your response to wrong was so right
that it has severely changed the winds where i am
changed my expression
changed my disposition and my outlook
what was blurry is now cascade clear
i can't wait to wake every morning to see what new light God will shine
to find new words in my mind
to feel everything as new
to carry the weight of unknown emotion as a bale of cotton picked by choice

for now, each mistake i make is
i hope
worth the dream that will be cast on the big screen of
MY LIFE, MY LIFE, MY LIFE, MY LIFE. . .IN THE SUNSHINE

for now i will wait for the later
that will bring us closer
forever

Copyright © 2006 by Arin Lawrence