it is dark but clear where i am
and i see with eyes brand new
there are stars here

the sky says hello
and sends her bright love
all the way to wherever you are

i am told that life begins to speak to us once we are alive and truly living it
and it seems that i am finding a new truth in our past
that i have always blamed you for our fall is faulty judgement
and just plain wrong

i fear for my mistake
that so many of my lives have been lived in vain
and so many losses suffered because of the lies i surrounded myself with

were you never the cause of anything bad towards me?

was i only another shut door in your path to God?

i never considered what you would feel as i took myself away from you

i assumed all would be well with yours and my soul

am i nothing more than a thief?
walking in and out lives as i please?

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