p.s./note to self
people seem to not like being grouped
or categorized
even by real standards of self
like height
or culture
or even things as definitive as age

i guess we're all heading or at least aiming
for something new and special
not unidentifiable, but not so predictable

i wonder is it because "predictable" carries wit it the stigma of being boring?
or because nobody wants to be known before they're really known?

i see--or understand both sides of the coin

sometimes though
i think commonality is cool
like the things that tie us together
or even the things that we remember are in turn the things that best help us define ourselves
so if i can better know what you remember of her
that comes up again in me maybe i'll understand you
and even me a little better down the road

and maybe on a day when you're particularly quiet
i can deduct the reason why

cause maybe in spite of myself i have become a reflexion of the parts of me
i never intended to be